Thursday, September 28, 2006

awesome book!

Just finished reading 'The Buddha, Geoff and Me.'

Will share more!

Friday, September 15, 2006

airing words....

Running a business is not an easy thing. Especially for a guy like me, who's got less than average drive, pityful character and lots of fear. To change these unglamorous qualities of mine won't be easy, then again, what in the real world is easy? Life is not a bed of roses, but roses has thorns, and if that's the case, wouldn't lying on a bed of roses be painful? Well, not unless i've removed it's thorns, or better still, it's stalk! Then again, once i have done all of those, shouldn't the whole sentence be 'life is not a bed of rose petals?'

Was at my friend's pub last night together with my Japanese friends. We bumped into two of thier friends, both of whom are Chinese Nationales. After some chit chatting, they decided to join us at the pub, a karaoke pub. Now i 'm developing a liking towards one of them. Why? Why do i get 'affected' so easily? I've clearly not been through alot.

My outlook of life is one of naivity. Indeed, my mind is that of a child. I'm an 'immature adult.' Push the boundaries of my limited self, i must. Expand, ever expand my mind, heart and soul.

Truth, value and gain. Truth is the fact. If that is a horse, it is a hores. But being able to ride on the horse is value, and ploughing the field using the horse is gain.

Sing a song of hope, always inspiring. Renewing my determination everyday. Telling myself, 'nevermind, try again!' But at the same time, no excuses must be made. Worse still, never let renewing my determination everyday be an excuse in itself!

Perhaps being able to run my own business is the best way to build my character, creativity and patience. I should get thrown in the deep end of the pool, no, ocean, and learn how to float, to swim and to survive. Even when i've managed to find the shore and stop swimming, i should walk until i've found new territories.

Open up new, rock solid paths for my future generations.

To stagnate is to regress. There's no in between. It's either win or lose. I want to win.

Look at my problems from the sky. Take off and fly. Higher. Somemore! More!

Would having that special someone right beside me really push me? Maybe. If i've established my own family, that is definately fuel for my combustion, my 'forced motivation.' I need lots of inspiration and motivation. I need to fall in serious love.

Love of life. Love of challenges, Love of problems.

Mish mash, mix and match. Life. Life. Live it. Build it.

Don't just sigh, worse still, don't ever cry!

The force is always with me. Yes!

Never be afraid.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

A poem....

“See that road ahead?
Do I seem afraid?

Not unless I’ve faith,
And yes I must be brave.

Reading words of Wisdom,
Unlocks me from that prison.

Practice makes Perfect,
Be patient and self reflect.

Miracles do happen,
But I must not slacken!

Human Revolution,
Is not about conclusion.

I must make a firm stand,
Before I go to Japan!

Now I make this vow,
I never must be down!”

Poem composed on the 31st of July, 2006.

Salute to the late 'nictor.blogger.com'

Ok...now...i used to have a blog...but i have since deleted it... i really wanna start anew!!!!

A new beginning

Used to maintain a blog. Now, i'm starting anew.....